Yesterday, on April 16th, I celebrated three years of sobriety. Three of the most care free, spiritually rewarding, and self-accomplishing years of my life. Understanding what it means to live life without actually living your life gives me the unique perspective of what happiness truly is. Each day while using my life was filled with guilt, sadness, and a world consumed with doubt. My entire life revolved around my next drink. I can admit that I was utterly and completely powerless to my disease of alcoholism. . . .